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HANISA KUNHIMOHAMED N♥.
20 December 1994, my day.
Tanjong Katong Girls School, Singapore♥
Ex-Meridian-er♥
1E3 2E3 3E2

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→ Undisclosed Desires, Muse

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart,

I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask,

I want to exorcise the demons in your past,

I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Labels: January 2010

→ 'cos our world is spinning at the speed of light.

Isa, Zag (after much- and I mean much- of persuasion and after having to run after her) and I.

Usshao, Sanga and I.

I love this pic- Isa looks so happy and innocent. :)

Some of the class.

Ten!

Nad, Ruo Xi, Elizabeth, Hijanah and I.

Now, BOTH of us have curls! :D

Ruo Xi and I!

From most recent to least recent.

Quick sum up of the past roller coaster week:

Monday- Pulau Semakau.

It was so FUN and Ruo Xi and I CAMWHORED to the max mann. Hahah. Anyway the scenery cannot be uploaded because they said so. I haven't laughed this much with her for ages!

Tuesday-LDS and Chem Test

Endured Lopz's talks with duress, practically howled at Zahra's sight of the reforestation method. Talked to Zahra loads- Haven't talked to her this much for ages. :D

Wednesday-Math Remedial and Geog Test

Went home with Isa after waiting for her at the bubble tea shop. Talked trucks and dinosaurs as usual. :)

Thursday-Amath Tuition and Bio Test

Paige's birthday today! Went with Pei Hua after Geog Sup. Was so brain dead, I bet I couldn't even have added three to two. Pei Hua screamed at me in bus 10 because of something hilarious-

"HANISA! WALAU WHY DID YOU NOT TELL ME?!! WALAU!!"

HAHAHAH.

Friday-Math Tuition and Social Studies Test

Went back home with Isa, who waited for me after her Netball. :D Today is also Ruo Xi's and Faizah's birthday!

Well there. Short sum up.

Stupid tests; the irony is that this week is not the CA week, week 5 is. Ugh.

I currently love the songs Undisclosed Desires by Muse, Animal by Kesha, In My Head by Jason Derulo, Blah Blah Blah by Kesha and 3oh3, and lastly Remember December by Demi Lovato.

Anyway I've been having four hours of sleep everyday and I'm turning more and more into a zombie as Pei Hua keeps telling me. So I'm going to sleep now.

Cya zzzzzzzzzz.

Labels: January 2010

→ Omg, sixteen so fast?!

Today is the 22nd of January. Like all the days of January and all the days of December, and all the days of March and July and August, and all the days of the other months like April and June and the other months that slipped my mind, today is someone's birthday.

HAPPY SIXTEENTH RUO XI!!!!

Hahah, love my intro man. You turned sixteen so fast, and I JUST turned fifteen. We're like a year apart. :0

Thank you so much for being such a great friend to me. You're one of my closest friends and I really treasure our friendship.

You're the person who has like the MOST similar taste to mine! In this area we can be like twins or something. Hahahah. I love how we're in the same wave length most of the time. :)

Okay, this is going to be short because I'm going to write more in my card, which I so owe you. Hahah.

But in a short summary, thank you so much for being there for me and for your trust in me.

PS: I so love this pic of you btw!

Labels: January 2010

→ My feet are planted firmly on the ground.

I wish life were as easy as it is in plays.

In Plays

Girl: I must confess...

Guy: What??

Girl: I think I'm in love with you.

Guy: I...I love you too!

Happy Ever After.

In Reality

Girl: Uh I must tell you something.

Guy: What? Please hurry; I'm rushing for tuition.

Girl: I like you. A whole lot.

Guy: Damn. I like someone else. I'm so sorry! And don't stalk me okay?

In Plays

Mother: We are getting a divorce.

Father: Yes, it is true.

Children: Noooooo!

(After a week)

Father: I realised how beautiful your mother's eyes are.

Mother: I realised how killer your father's smile is.

Father: So we're not getting a divorce.

Children: Yay!

Happy Ever After

In Reality

Parents: We're getting a divorce, no questions about that.

Children: Nooooo!

(They got a divorce)

So yeah. I wish life were as simple as that. I wish life were so simple that you can admit anything under the sun without the fear of unrequition. And I wish life were so simple that you could have anything you want. Like 100 marks for math without breaking a sweat.

Cya xxx

Labels: January 2010

→ Tequila shots in the dark scene of the crime.

Khai got into tennis! :D
I was screaming like a madwoman in the bubble tea shop. Met Isa, Khai, Clara, Akhyar and Melissa there after tutition yesterday, and went back home with Isa, Khai, and Melissa. Talked to Isa loads.

Besides that, nothing much happened I guess?
Mornings are spent with Khai, Usshao and Gwen with the occasional sightings of Shrubs and Poofy.

Spent the whole school day pinching myself painfully to keep awake (kudos to the stupid four hours of sleep I got a day for the whole week) and slept between lessons, when the teachers left and no teacher was in class. After one of the lessons, I was real deep in my sleep when I felt someone touching my eyelashes, and it was Rachel! She said that it was real long and was pinching it and telling me to go back to sleep so that she could see it. :)

And as for tuition, I got dismissed thirty minutes early for the first time ever, thanks to my ability of working out Standard Deviation fast. I'm so proud of myself! Hahahah.

Homework is piling up, and so is stress and depression, for every sec four here. To make things worse, beloved Lopz is going to book everyone who doesn't hand in homework on time. More than three quarters of my class (including myself) got booked because of that. What a pleasant start to the year. Btw, I love Zag's take on the deforestation, afforestation and reforestation. It got Isa and I laughing for the whole recess that day.
So yeah, besides all the stress, depression and homework, school is actually nice because of all my friends there.

Malay is no fun anymore because CIKGU ALENA CHANGED OUR SEATS AND ZAHRA AND I CAN'T SIT WITH EACH OTHER ANYMORE. !!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh. But I'm sitting with Izzah, so it's okay. :)

It was my father's birthday yesterday! We wanted to pretend to forget it and give him his card at night (he hates presents) but my mother was like, "Hey why have you not wished Bapa Happy Birthday?!" right in front of him!!! It SO spoiled the whole thing, LOL. We still haven't given him his cards. :S

Well, I better go now. Life is getting boring anyway, so yeah.

Cya xxx

PS: I like Animal by Keisha, Undisclosed Desires by Muse and Who I am by Nick Jonas and The Administration. Damned If I Do Ya by All Time Low still plays in my head like a nutter, and so does Somebody To Love by Leighton Meester and Robin Thicke.

PPS: CAN SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME WITH MY HAIR?! Defining bimbo moment, lol, but seriously. I hate my current hair style.

Labels: January 2010

→ "So quick bright things come to confusion."

Today was a shitty day. As in, literally. I shan't elaborate; it was too gross.

Went home with Isa and Saiybah! :D

Haven't seen Saiybah for ages, so we caught up on stuff.

She's still exactly the same, which is great. :)

I'm exhausted.

And I've to do homework, truckloads of it.

And Amath and Math was so, so hard. I feel so demoralised but I'll work harder.

And Damned If I do Ya keeps playing in my head, on repeat.

Kay cya. xxx

Labels: January 2010

→ the beginning of a fairytale.

More like a fairynightmare.

I have decided.
Khai ditched me at the Payar Lebar bus stop today in the morning for that 135 bus Usshao and I always avoid (due to those despos who try to squeeze in) while I took 76 as per usual with Usshao.
Actually it was more like me ditching her because she begged me to take it. Hahah.
But getting to the point: Retribution came swiftly and I got slammed by the idiotic 76 bus doors today. My foot got trodden by the bus's ridiculously sturdy doors. Ouch.
So I decided that from now onwards I shall be a good girl and take whatever bus my darling (note the sarcasm) sister is taking. :P
I think she's going to take 135 everyday. :S

Hahah whatever. Today was a very eventful day.
We, the sec fours, observed our seniors getting back their O's.
Many people were sobbing.
I am SO going to work hard.

If I'm sobbing next year I would really prefer it to be a happy, ecstatic, delighted sobbing and not a heartbroken and gut-wrenching one. And if I'm screaming I want it to be a happy, ecstatic, delighted screaming and not a devastated one.

33-ed with Isa, Zag and Usshao for the first time since the school opened.
Laughed like mad and teased Zahra mercilessly, even though there was nothing concrete for us to tease her about.
Ate 'mixed' ice cream bought from that quaint ice cream cart across the 33 bus stop and got a severe stomach ache after that.
Learned something not surprising at all about Isa, and helped this poor sec one KC girl navigate through the MRT's complex system.

I really love the songs Hot mess by Cobra Starship, According To You by Orianthi, Love Me by Justin Bieber, Telephone by Lady Gaga and Somebody To Love by Leighton Meester and Robin Thicke.

Sigh.

Now, it's just me and my homework, my calculator and some nerd glasses.
How romantic.
Anyone care to join?

Cya xxxx

PS: My grandma's coming back tomorrow! :)
The house has seriously been dysfunctional without her.

Labels: December 2009

→ nocturnal confusion.

I might be lying, I might not,
If you really want to know, why don't you ask me?
Why are you so interested anyway?
You don't look like you care.

And you won't read this, because I don't think you blog.

Labels: January 2010

→ What will it take to make or break this hint of love?

I really love that song.

Yesterday was the first day.
As first days go, there was confusion, friends, excitement, boredom, fun, and slacking.
The principal gave her customary speech, two hours only. ._.
Having my sis there's fun too, 'cos of the fun we have before and after school. ;)
Mr Peh's our new FM!

Today was so fun and funnnny.
More excitement, confusion, orientation, class party (which involved drinking miranda mixed with cheese, chilli, pineapple bits from the pizza, and chips; total acidity, and Victoria shrieking everywhere, making our class laugh like mad), Mr Peh's stories about himself, chats and etcetera.

Okay, getting boring already.

Don't think I'll blog like ever.
Hope I can though. One day.

Cya xxx

Labels: January 2010

→ 2010, anyone?

I shouldn't be pessimistic. I mean, I've always been optimistic so why am i so pessimistic this time?
2010 will be a good year.
I shall work hard for my O's and have lots of fun at the same time.
I will be happy.
At least I'm not shrieking 'I'm going to die!!' or 'The world is ending!'

Happy 2010 everyone.

Time has passed so fast.
I'm so sick of this cliche, but it is so true. So I shall deal with it.
Time passes so fast. I feel like I'm going to puke my guts out, like how people would after two hours on a rollercoaster followed by sky diving. Some people might even die of cardiac arrest after this. I'm an adrenaline junkie; there's no doubt that I'd love this if it happened in real life- but I'm using this metaphorically to describe how I'm feeling now about the fifth dimension of space or whatever. I don't think you get what I mean here, most people don't anyway, 'cos my opinions and emotions get tangled up in words and its rigid structure that doesn't allow the fluidity and subtleties thoughts, emotions and opinions possess. I don't think I'll reminisce now simply because I don't feel like it.

Moving on.

My resolutions are like everyone's.
I shall work hard, try to get great marks, try to be a good person, try not to get booked as many times as last year, try to get my homework done even if it feels like such a chore, stay myself and other stuff I won't put down in ink.

"See, if you paint wrong because that's the best you can do, you just a chump. But you do it because you want to? Then you're an artist."
-Unwind, Neal Shusterman

I want to be an artist.

I'm nervous-excited for day one of school. There's dread in the equation too, there always is. Can't wait to see Isa and Zag too, and can't wait to experience a twice in a lifetime opportunity of having my sis in my school.

I am so going to work on my math(s).

That's all I'm going to say for now. :)

Cya xxx.

Labels: January 2010

→ Countless lovers under cover of the street.

I love Jace. ♥

But, really, I fall in love as quickly as I fall out of it.

Anyway I don't really know whether I can be here or not but I'm taking a chance in typing here. 'Cos I haven't blogged for ages.

City Of Glass is like my favourite book now! Have I said that? Whatever; there's power to repetition and emphasis.

Okay so now I'm currently drowning in homework and school's next week. SOS, please someone help me.

My mood's been fluctuating lately, it's like a rubber band; pull and snap. Must be my period. Ugh, stupid cramps-they never fail to make my day.

I want to curl up under my blankets and drift off to sleep now.

Or maybe not, because technically, I don't curl up when I sleep. I find myself in a starfish position when I wake up, my face flat on my pillow. Face down. Laugh all you want. I find it amusing too.

A few days ago, I borrowed this stupid, pathetic book that was about man-eating unicorns. Yes. Man-eating. I read it before I went to sleep, and I had nightmares about man-eating unicorns. Like, hello?!!! Hahahah so stupid!

Brought Khai to TKGS yesterday to give the office her report card. After that we went shopping (: Bought a bag and my beloved City Of Glass book. Finished reading it when we got back home. Love it, and now I'm waiting for the fourth book to come out. It's coming out in freaking two years time man.

Think I'll go catch some shut eye now.

Oh yeah, before I go, Happy Belated Christmas to all Christians out there!

XXX

Labels: December 2009

→ tuk tuks and white guys.

BACK FROM PHUKET!

To everyone who wished me Happy Birthday, thank you so much!

And thanks so much to my bestest, bestest friends ever, Isa and Zahra (Zag) for the superawesomefantastic dedications! They really meant a lot to me, and I feel so touched. :) Though of course, I'm so not a bimbo (-glowers at Zag-). :P

On another note, KHAI'S GOING TO TKGS! I'm gonna have another bus/train/wherever I go whenever I like 'cos she has no other choice/airplane/ school /listening to music in the mornings buddy. I am so ecstatic!

Phuket was so awesome, it was spectacular.

I had so much fun. The trip was too short man.

The whole entire place was packed with Scandinavians trying to escape their country's icy whether. I'm so hotel-sick for Phuket that I'm actually missing all of them right now.

The second day was the most fun. I think I'll upload the pics on Facebook (some of them, not all). We went canoeing, and explored the caves and all that. I'm now so heavily sunburned.

I really miss the people from the excursion right now. Sighhh. Anyway, it was gorgeous.

I miss everything.

Anyway, this is going to be a short post (I hope) 'cos I want to retain all the memories inside my head.

But here's the excerpts:

- I'd just woken up in the morning and had gone to the balcony to savour the breeze and the birds' eye view and was about to stretch when I noticed that my downstairs neighbour, an old American guy, was right below me and was about to look up. Naturally I ran away in shock. (-.-) A few moments later, we (my sisters there) exchanged hellos and I went back in my room.

Later, Hidayah and I were sitting on the leather bed at the balcony when suddenly:

The guy: Hello!

Me: (Looks frantically around) Ohmygod, who's there?!!!

Hidayah: (whispers) It's that man lah!

Me: Oh. Hi!

The guy: (Looks a little taken aback) Yes, hello! You're all so beautiful.

All four of us: (stare blankly at him)

His wife later came in to say hi too.

- I was swimming in the beach with my family when:

Me: Ohmygod, it's my birthday today!

Everyone: (looks stunned) Oh yeah! We forgot!!

-.-

- While canoeing:

The man paddling my boat: How old are you?

Me: Fifteen.

TMPTB: Oh. (smiles)

Later:

TMPTB: (coughs and spits and coughs and spits and coughs and spits into the water)

He did that a gazillion times.

After that, he brought us deeper into the caves.

TMPTB: A good place to have honeymoons. (Stares at me)

(Khai and I exchange severely disturbed looks)

TMPTB coughs and spits again.

There's a million other stuff. Anyway, sorry for making you bored. Not really in a writing mood right now. I don't think I'll be able to blog again unless the blog ban is lifted by Bapa, so yeah, goodbye beloved blogger.

Bye!

XXX

PS:

My current favourite books ever:

-The Mortal Instruments Series by Cassandra Clare

-Vampire Academy Series by Richelle Mead

I NEED TO READ THE CITY OF GLASS NOW, DAMMIT.

"Jace?"

"Yeah?"

"How did you know I had Shadowhunter blood? Was there some way you could tell?"

The elevator arrived with a final groan. Jace unlatched the gate and slid it open. The inside reminded Clary of a birdcage, all black metal and decorative bits of gilt. "I guessed," he said.

"You guessed? You must have been pretty sure, considering you could have killed me."

He pressed a button in the wall and the elevator lurched into action with a vibrating groan that she felt all through the bones in her feet. "I was ninety percent sure."

"I see," Clary said.

There must have been something in her voice, because he turned to look at her. Her hand cracked across his face, a slap that rocked him back on his heels. "What the hell was that for?"

"The other ten percent," she said , and they rode the rest of the way down the street in silence.

-City of Ashes, The Mortal Instruments Trilogy by Cassandra Clare

I love Jace.

Labels: December 2009

→ my dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room.

Hey everyone, I am so sorry if I don't reply your tags, or don't tag you etc, because my sisters and I have been banned from all internet communication/ socialising devices such as Facebook, Blogger, IM and etcetera.
Today was an exception, and I think there would be very few other exceptions.
I hope I'm able to blog after my birthday though (cos I'd be in Phuket during it), hahah.

Anyway, this is old but I love Saltwater Room by Owl City (Paige and Pei Hua recommended it) and Half Of My Heart by John Mayer and Taylor Swift.

Currently I LOVE Friends, Lovers, Or Nothing by John Mayer, Need You Now by Lady Antebellum, and especially Do You Remember by Jay Sean.

My grandma's in India right now and I miss her terribly.
I sleep in my grandma's room, so now, it would be empty at night if not for Khai who sleeps over everyday. It's so fun and sunny, having late night chats with her. :)

I guess I'll never know,

Why sparrows love the snow

We'll turn out all the lights and set the ballroom aglow

So tell me darling,

Do you wish we fall in love?

All the time, all the time.
xxx

Labels: December 2009

→ fifteen wishes once upon a stormy night.

Here's an awesomelysuperduper happy birthday to Isa.
HAPPY FIFTEENTH ISA!

Your birthday's on the 15th of Dec and today, you're fifteen.
Wow, I'd never realised that, hahah.

We've come so far already, huh? From people who don't know each other to people who don't really like each other, to people who dislike each other, to people who get to know each other to people who start liking each other to people who become best friends.

I know I've never really truly said this before, so here it goes: you're my best friend. :D Hahah, in case you didn't know, here's the time for you to go all awwwww.

Yeah, we haven't known each other for a long time. I got acquainted with you three years ago, but we truly got to know each other this year, which is sort of ironical, given the fact that we're in different classes and all that.

I found out that we're, like, THE polar opposites of each other. Yeah, some have wondered how both of us could click despite our differences, but to me, I think we are able to click because of our differences. Anyway, wouldn't it be boring if we shared identical characters and personalities? I think I'd be bored to death then.

Thanks for being there whenever I'm depressed about stuff (whether they're silly or not silly- silly like the ahem old bus stop nonsense) and not depressed, and putting up with all my nonsensical rambles about nothing pertaining to everything and everything pertaining to nothing.

Thanks for not nodding off to sleep while listening to me talk about things that don't really interest you, thanks for putting up with all my nonsense (for example, like how I randomly exclaim about stuff that no one really bothers about even though they should), my eccentricity and my sheer blurness, thanks for your trust in me, thanks for telling me stuff you normally wouldn't tell anyone, thanks for giving me your opinions, and sharing with me what your favourite things are.

Most importantly, thank you so much for you being you.

I will always be there for you like how you're always there for me too.

Whoa, long post already, hope you appreciate it man. Anyway all of this are mushy and puke-inducing, but it's all true to me, so I hope you like it. :)

And, I hope you would like the present I'm going to give you when school reopens. It's not a so-you present because it's almost impossible to find one that is so-you since your likes and dislikes are really erratic, but I hope you like it anyway, because its function's real great! Hahah.

So, have a happy, happy, superfranchalisticespialidocious birthday.

Love,

Hanisa

Labels: December 2009

→ chapters.

My grandma's off to India on Thursday and is going to stay there for a month.

I'm going to miss her. :'(

There's nothing much to say.

I'm feeling so bored that I'm depressed, and I'm feeling so tired for some reason.

Yesterday was another four hour tuition and there's no tuition this thursday and the whole of next week! Awwwesome.

Must read books that I'd read in the hols, not in any particular order (mostly fantasy):

Fragile Eternity by Melissa Marr (sequel to Wicked Lovely, third book of that series)

A Well Timed Enchantment by Vivian Vande Velde

White Tiger by Aravind Adiga

Forest Born by Shannon Hale (fourth book of the Bayern series)

Everlost by Neal Shusterman (author recommended by Regina)

Violet Wings by Victoria Hanley

Anatopsis by Chris Abouzeid

Dragon Spear by Jessica George (third book from Dragon Slippers)

There's a lot more, but I can't think of anything.

And, I found out that if you want to read something ABSOLUTELY romantic-free, try the Children's Section. Not all the books are unreadable there. Take the Doomspell Trilogy for instance. It's one of my favourite series and it's from there. :)

I'm so bored.

XXX

Labels: December 2009